For I am a dreamer...

It's playing inside my head, the moment I will meet you. Will it be in the beach? In an office? In a mall? In a concert? I don't know. I hardly know anything about it. My guess is as good as finding a needle in a haystack. I don't know who you are. I don't even know if we've met already , or we've bumped into each other or just walked right pass each other. The pang of loneliness that life gives me often makes me giddy and impatient to finally look in your eyes. Everytime I read about love, sing about love, write about love, there's this wretched feeling of incompleteness enveloping me and I can't help but pray that I'd be meeting you sooner. It's arduous, waiting for you. Even more arduous not knowing who you are. It's agonizing. But I have faith in God, that you'll arrive in the right time. Although sometimes though, I push myself too hard on Him and just tell Him that I'm ready for a relationship, but then again, He doesn&#

I'm more than grateful for my life. Yes, I admit. I can be a total whiner sometimes. I whine about the littlest of things, like how I don't have this and that, of how I don't have a boyfriend, of how I ended up with what and things. Oh yeah. But yesterday gave me a time to recollect. A time to take a look at my life and stop whining, instead, I started to become even more thankful. Yesterday was spent with my ever-dearest close friends. I'm not usually the type of girl who loves to go out and hang out. I am an introvert who loves to stay at home and endlessly cuddle with my computer the whole day. But I strayed from my usual routine yesterday. I don't know why really, but I just felt this thing inside me that made me want to go out and have fun with my girls. I spent the whole afternoon at a close friend's house, and then came back to have another friend for a sleepover. And seeing her asleep right now is sending multitudes of gratitude inside me. You se

I'm not going back to him. It's not because I hate him but mainly because I've gotten to know myself more. I've grown. And finally because I have dreams, bigger than my dreams being with him. And whether he responds or not, it doesn't even matter. Cause I'm already gone... Nevertheless, I wanna thank him for an experience so unique. He is my childhood friend/sweetheart. I don't know if he still can remember though. We went to the same schools together, we transferred to the same school on the same year. Practically like twins, I must say. And I became a teen and my stupid (not to mention dysfunctional) hormones went into frenzy and made the butterflies in my stomach nuts when I saw him. In short, it made my heart fall for him. HARD. For 5 years. Unrequited love, yeah. But it's okay, maybe we weren't really meant to be together. Just friends. I finally am able to accept it, after 5 loooooong years. I now have dreams bigger and better than yo

If the sun refuses to shine, I'll be there. If the rain refuses to fall,I'll be there. I'll be there through it all. Life isn't fair, it's not designed to be. Life is unpredictable as it can be. I'll be there through it all. Love can be sweet, warm if it goes good. Love can be tormenting if it goes otherwise. I'll be there through it all. Friends may come, friends may go. Friends laugh with you, friends cry with you. I'll be there through it all. If you feel down and troubled with thoughts, If life treats you poorly, I'll be there through it all. If you're feeling happy and dandy, And want someone to share it with, I'll be there through it all. Live life my darling, live life good! Live life confident, live life as you should! I'll be there through it all. I'll be there through it all. I will be... (Spun in less than 5 minutes! Oh, the trouble I create when I'm bored!)