20, happy, free and confused
I know it has been quite a while, my apologies. Truth is, I forgot about this. Maybe because I was so busy graduating college, prepping up for my licensure exam and yada yada. But, alas. Here I am once again. What changed? A LOT! I don't even know where to begin! Let's start off with how much I weigh (or how much I lost. I guess I've shredded a total of 50lbs since I last wrote. And I'm very happy with how things fell into place with my life. Although, I could still wish for some more, I highly think I don't deserve it to be honest. I've been blessed with so much more than I freakin' deserve. And I'm now 20 years old. Haha. No longer a teenager, freer as I've never been before but utterly confused with life. I don't know. I guess I'm just having a developmental crisis -- time when you start questioning what'd you do with life and where would you go. It gives me one painful headache from time to time, but I learned to just take a deep bre