For I am a dreamer...

(This was a paper I wrote for my English subject back when I was in 4th year highscool, approximately 3 years ago, it's about love and valentines.. hahaha.. posting it here for safe-keeping) DEFINE THE INDEFINABLE                     “Valentines again”, I sighed to myself. It’s the season of the lovebirds, the deeply in love.                 Speaking of love. I stared at nowhere. I sighed again.. Love… Four-letter word yet somehow, it’s like the most complicated thing that ever existed in this universe. It’s like the scorching heat of a fire; you can never know when it is warming your heart or whether it’s burning down your whole humanity.                 They said that there is somehow a designated person for everyone out there, but I seriously think that mine, while he was on his way to me, unfortunately got hit by a truck! For 15 years of my mere existence, I don’t really know how it feels to be loved and to be truly in love with someone of the opposite sex. I don

So, eversince I was in 2nd year highschool (prolly 5 years ago), I started this weird hobby of mine -- collecting and making baby names :) And lately, I've been trying hard to finally set on names for my future children. Just a while ago, I made a FINAL decision on the probable names of my future daughters.. lol.. :D (in no particular order) Lisa Emmeline Rose (Lisa - from Lisa Cimorelli , Emmeline - from my very inspiring Clinical Instructor, Rose - from Rosalie Cullen) Lauren Faith Gabrielle (Lauren - from Lauren Cimorelli, Faith is a virtue name that I do love and practice, Gabrielle - from one of the angels) Amy Francesca Elle (Amy -from Amy Cimorelli, Francesca - from one of the local authors here that I like, Elle - derivation from Ella from Ella Enchanted, a character whom I adore :) ) Danielle Althea Nicole (Danielle and Nicole - from Dani Cimorelli, Althea - a name I happen to love, that is of greek origin meaning HEALER) :) Katherine Sophia Ann (Katherine and Ann

I don't know what led me to think about this. It's not usual for me to actually long for that relationship that is yet to come. Maybe because I was surrounded by lovers during my 2-week duty away from home. One of my close friends always had her special someone with her wherever we go, so I think that's what triggered me the most. Sometimes, especially after watching a romantic film, I'd get all so tangled up with the story to the point of actually wondering and longing for that 'man' that would do the same things that guy in the movie did to his loved one. I mean, I can't wait to experience to be loved by someone (aside from family and friends ofcourse), to have someone to cuddle with while watching a movie, to have someone to drive the rough roads with, to have someone to sing love songs to, to have those arms wrapped around me when I need refuge, who'll call me "beautiful", who'll kiss my forehead... *sighs*. For 18 years of my life,