20, happy, free and confused

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I know it has been quite a while, my apologies. Truth is, I forgot about this. Maybe because I was so busy graduating college, prepping up for my licensure exam and yada yada.

But, alas. Here I am once again.

What changed? A LOT!

I don't even know where to begin! Let's start off with how much I weigh (or how much I lost. I guess I've shredded a total of 50lbs since I last wrote. And I'm very happy with how things fell into place with my life. 

Although, I could still wish for some more, I highly think I don't deserve it to be honest. I've been blessed with so much more than I freakin' deserve.

And I'm now 20 years old. Haha. No longer a teenager, freer as I've never been before but utterly confused with life. I don't know. I guess I'm just having a developmental crisis -- time when you start questioning what'd you do with life and where would you go. It gives me one painful headache from time to time, but I learned to just take a deep breath and you know, take one step down at a time. 

Anyway, I guess that's just about it -- for now. It's hard to actually blog from a phone -- I'm not entirely comfortable with it. So, see you when I see you? :)

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